mbamboo

No stunning photos this holiday. Well, in fact, there has never been much of them, but it would be hard to find something nice even from Turkey (one of the strangest trips I have ever participated in, btw). There is nothing to boast about when it comes to these three months, but next three and even more years have to be worth it. If not, it would be a huge waste of time. (it's depressing anyway, but there is no need to say it loudly. however, I am looking much better now, far more relaxed. and there are only three weeks left, and everything will change, finally. as I expected, as I dreamed of, as we were waiting for. so no depressing moods.)

Quite unbelievable, after all that, but it's the end of my exams. I've done as much as possible and now I'm waiting for the results. 70% as an average result looks frightfully, but probably it will succeed. Now the amount of a free time is overwhelming sometimes, so it'll be nice to find some work. And, of course, return to the photography, as it was aside for a long time. Well, at the end of June everything'll be clear and I hope I'll be presenting myself as a marine biology student in autumn.

Finally something's going to happen. There is no question of 'surviving' these 8 or rather 7 months, it's high time for me to start living my life as I want it to be lived and this is the only way to make it happen. Let's call the next week just a new beginning, and let's begin. NOT to do list: - stop using my camera - complaining (well, in fact things'll change a little there) - becoming angry in an easy way - stop believing in myself - go crazy. Some holiday's photo summary is going to appear, but not all in one day. :runnynose: